Summer is upon us!

In just a matter of 6 more days all 5 boys will be home 24/7 all summer.  I should be the happy mom, saying yeah!  We all get to enjoy doing fun stuff together these next couple months!   I said I SHOULD be the happy mom, NOT that I AM that  happy mom.   What can I say...I know what its like living with these boys all through the school year. My only hope is not having the stress of the school routine will improve all our attitudes.  I want everyone to get along, no fights, no attitudes, no screaming, no sneaking behind mom's back and doing things they shouldn't.  I want happiness in our home, boy oh boy, do I!!! But it hasn't happened yet.  I'm sure its my fault....how does that saying go?....if momma ain't happy, ain't nobody happy!  Well, Momma ain't happy....I'm trying to do what I am supposed to do...taking care of everyone and all their needs...but it leaves me left with emptiness and  feeling unfulfilled.  Nothing ever gets completed the way I would like it to.  Nothing stays organized, and of course, with 5 boys and a husband nothing ever stays clean......and yes, now summer is upon us!